I won’t ever date or get in a relationship again either now that Daryl has died. I don’t trust any man to be consistently kind and I don’t trust myself to pick one who would be if one does exist.

I’m too flawed to be in a functional relationship. And I’m thrilled to the gills to be left the &”@$ alone.

So it’s not just you with that feeling.

Just so you know

When we open to this moment and don't judge it or try to change it, even when we're suffering and wish it were otherwise, we tap into the spaciousness of mind that allows us to move forward skillfully, with discernment and joy. -- Sharon Salzberg