I think what you are doing is spectacular and sweet.
You will know when the time to go is. And hopefully people who need you elsewhere won't be shy about crying out for you.
I hope that you aren't being shy about when YOU need you either!
Take care of yourself, LG. No heart is bottomless for giving from.
I'm still saying prayers for all of you. I know firsthand what this particular kind of loss does to people. And it's not pretty or easy.
You're right about the thought process. It's incorrect, of course, but that's how it goes.
When we open to this moment and don't judge it or try to change it, even when we're suffering and wish it were otherwise, we tap into the spaciousness of mind that allows us to move forward skillfully, with discernment and joy. -- Sharon Salzberg