I wondered what happened to you. I thought I might have made you mad and you just up and quit posting for a while.
Glad you're getting some help.
Soooo....
Your H is still drinking???
Are you still going to Al-Anon???
MEDC is right.... you can exit the marriage anytime you want! The funny thing is, you don't even need an excuse!
I have told you in the past that your best solution might be to seperate. Even if you don't file for a divorce you could seperate and get some normality establised away from your alchoholic husband.