I've missed you (didn't know this wonderful new board was up until TODAY!!!!).
Anyway, I am also concerned about you staying until 2012... He just seems to be in such a bad place--and there's no way it doesn't effect you and your children... In fact, we see that it does.
YOu know that I am all about keeping marriages together (perhaps too much sometimes). I just don't know how you would emotionally survive till 2012.